This week in Lea Land

Sorry don't have any pics this week. I lost my camera, it'll turn up I'm sure! This week has been kind of a rough one. It started off great. Doug and I went to Snowflake for the weekend and did nothing. It was great! We ate food, went to the Temple and slept in. We stayed at this cute little B&B and just enjoyed each other for the weekend. We came home Sunday and had to snap back into reality. So I've been feeling really tired and weak lately and after work I've been having a few contractions. I figure no big deal I've done this before. Unfortunately the doctor doesn't agree. He is just so cautious. Long story short he wants me off my feet more. How am I suppose to do that? He told me I could work this week, but this might be my last. Oh, it makes me want to cry. I was ready to quit working in March but I'm not ready to quit now. I'm just not ready to see the end of my career for a while any sooner then I was expecting. I know that the baby and my body are the most important thing, I just don't want my heart to hurt so much about it. Mom keeps reminding me that I'll do fine and that everything is going to be great and I know she's right, but the hard stuff is easier said then done. I did get a delivery date though. March 23rd. I'm happy about that! Also I got a much needed call from my cousin Chelsey and she is coming to visit at the end of the month. I can't wait to see her! And Aunt Nita will be here in a few weeks...oh the fun we will have! So I guess I shouldn't be sad, I'm going to be surrounded by the ones I love for the next couple of months and I will have the best gift of all a sweet new child! So it could be much worse! I hope this letter finds you all in good health and spirits! Tons of Love, Lea